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Monday, April 09, 2007
sometimes. i wish i could understand wat dey were tinkin. i carn get e thing dat i wan. but someone else does. and it s really someone else. i was angry. aft dat it worked. but i din wan it. cos i tout it was meaningless. makin me hate the thing dat i love is the worst thing someone can ever do. makin me hate it and den wantin me to love it sucks more. so dey gave up. and i tout it was a sadd experience.
it affected my whole mornin. cos i juz had to tink it thru. but except that. everything was fine. and fun. maybe. i tink that i din ask for much. just dat wld probly make my day. or my month. but nah. dey chose to agitate my month. my day. i felt so stoopid. when i really shouldnt have felt so. juz why carn dey say YES when i was very eggcited abt it. why only when i m angry. den dey agreed. i noe it was a really small incident but it juz reflects a change. change is a constant. wateva i was tokin abt. |
